LOVE IS AN AMAZING THING

Love is something that I wish EVERYONE could experience in the way that i have. I have been blessed with the best husband any girl could pray for!
We have been married now for 24yrs and everyday i wake, i thank God for all i have and especially who I am married to! To hold his hand in the car everytime we ride together, still fills me with joy! the touch of his lips on mine, puts butterflies in my stomach. To close my eyes and recount the private moments we shared behind closed doors and feel the wave of pleasure course through me again in a breif second...who else can claim this? I would hope that every married couple could! whether you have been married 1yr,or 50yr! the "agape" love that is meant for marriage holds SO MUCH MORE than you expect. you only need to open yourself up to it. But the secret is to put God in the middle of it all! to appreciate your spouse,to celebrate them in a way no one else should! or could. Marriage is not easy,dont get me wrong..its work! but its GOOD WORK and worth it all! to bare your heart to another in the form of communication and physical touch,baring your very soul...its risky...but the reward is priceless! Dont go into marriage with the thought that if it doesnt work out you get a div..... I cant even say it. It does not exist in my dictionary. never has. We promised each other before "I DO" that that word would never be spoken in our conversations..it would never be an option for us.ever. Im not a marriage counselor, but I have been thru enough and have been married long enough and im still extremely happy and satisfied in my marriage to spout off here. why this topic today? IDK,i just felt like it.
CHOW

Getting older..

Lately i have noticed that my eyes seem to be "bluer" if that is even a word. I asked Chris last nite if they have always been that color, he said, "uh,,yeah, dont you look in the mirror everyday?" well of course i do!
but pictures seem to be different lately. I can even say, I like most of them! now, if I could just get the rest of my body to start "shaping up" and looking better in photos! hehehe!
Now, my sister and brother (in the pic with me and Chris) they look great also! you can see that me and my bro got the same eyes, while my beautiful sister brenda and i got the same good skin! gotta love the parental genes!
anyhow, just felt like gabbin, about nothing, so now i did and im done.
CHOW!
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Breathing OUT~

THANK YOU LORD! Today Chris and I took Daniel to see the Oncologist, and after review of MRI's he feels that its most likely NOT CANCER!!! ok, now i can breathe out.. Dr.Seidel says that its most likely a bone infection or a benign tumor. If its a tumor, then they will do an ablasion.
They need to get a PA for a CT and do labs to determine which one it is...but at least we can move forward with out feeling such doom! Its crazy how things that you cant control can put you on such an emotional rollercoaster! and FYI, i dont like living in a "Cedar Point" state of mind.
Of course Daniel had to point out (bless his heart)that he KNEW that everything would be fine, he has such an amazing faith! How many people can say that their kids are an inspiration of faith to them...ok, alot im sure but right now, im first in line to shout it!
I want to say thanks to ALL my friends and family who held us in their
prayers, they were truly felt and OBVIOUSLY worked! keep em coming cuz he is not completly out of the woods yet. but at least he can see the light through the trees!~
Chow for now!

Mercy...

This week has finally made it to friday!! whootwoot!! sometimes even a little reprieve is all you need to make a differnce.Most of you already have heard that this past Monday was truly a monday from hell. We got a call from Daniels orthopedic dr. and were told that he might be facing bone cancer and they are sending him to ortho oncologist. OK~breathe,,,just breathe..nope,gonna throw-up...wait..MY GOD IS BIGGER THEN THIS!!!!!!!!
Daniel is only 19 for cripe sake! they could be wrong..we will find out what it is we are facing next thursday..then, what ever it is..we will KICK ITS ASS!!!!! Dan is amazing..strong, confident and has his fathers attitude.
LOVE IT! cuz mine, well mine is not as strong..but im working on it.
Chris turns 46 tomorrow. Makayla has her first volleyball game tomorrow and My dad is taking Chris to the Coyotes opening game against the Redwings tomorrow night for his Bday. busy busy busy...keeping things that way keeps me from dwelling on the negative..my devotions keep me focused on the POSITIVE and my music keeps me looking up! TODAY is one more day in our lives to be thankful for. so here it is, what im thankful for and why..
1.My God, for HE is always faithful,there,loving,forgiving.
2.My Husband Chris,my rock,my love..my everything.
3.My Children,my world, my laughter,my tears,my heart!
4.for pain. it reminds me that i am not invincible. That i have a FATHER that wants me to lean on HIM.
5.for JOY, it reminds me that greatness,grace and love and mercy all bring
me back to my God.
NONE OF US ARE EVER ALONE...but we can choose to feel like we are..but that
is not MY choice,I choose to KNOW my God is with me!
chow for now!

What if there is a bigger picture?

So, Its been a YEAR since i posted. the technical difficulties detered me for some time..but im back now. ARRRRRRRRRRHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHG~!!!!!!!! i SERIOUSLY JUST WROTE ABOUT A 1000 WORD POST AND THE *&^$^%$&(%^)*& COMPUTER "ERRORED" OUT. DAMN YOU COX!!!! IM SO TIRED , so much going on...i will try and post again tomorrow.sorry guys!