Saturday, January 15, 2011

The New Year, The new me??

I'm not one for "resolutions", so NO, i didn't make one...BUT I did decide that I needed some change. Change in MYSELF, my commitments,my weight, my goals.
Most of you who are reading this, know me. Those who are just dropping in out of idol curiosity, well, you might get a bit bored and think~what is she babbling about??
I took a good look around inside my head and my heart and laid it on the throne to my Lord. He had stuff to say to me, and I think I heard what He wanted me to hear...for now.
I need to stay more committed to myself and my family. Stop putting them last on the priority poll when it comes to dividing up my time each day, between clients,family and myself..time is WAY to valuable to let others determine where i spend my time!
I found that if I fail to plan,then I'm planning on failing!
That applies to all aspects of life.If things are to change, then I must change. Failures do what is tension relieving, while WINNERS do what is goal achieving!
I'm tired of relieving my tensions and not achieving what I want to achieve! I am in my early 40's and feel like i have not done what I want to have done by now.
My claim to fame right now are the 3 fabulous children I have, but again, its not my accomplishment alone. I have nothing, am nothing and will be nothing without putting my Lord FIRST!! I want my legacy to my kids to be my love for the Lord and my love for my family, if nothing else. Thanks for reading! This blog entry might not have been the most interesting, but it was insightful in getting to know me more, and maybe with that, you as my friends or family will hold me accountable to my new commitments. I hope so.

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